Rough days

Today has been a rough day. I’m not sure why, but I’ve simply felt down and depressed all day. I tried to articulate this to my parents, but it ended up with them getting angry at me. I feel broken, so I told my mum this. She told me to call the inpatient unit and admit myself, as she was out of glue. So now, I’m sat alone, crying, feeling hopeless. Mum came in to my room, dropped a drink in front of me, and left. Not the best way to get me to consume anything. She has now gone out too, so I have nowhere to turn. Ugh.

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7 responses to “Rough days

  1. keep your chin up girlie!! try to find something to distract you!!

  2. Hedda

    Amazing friend and fighter,
    this is a hard day. You might feel weak and beaten right now, but now that you are none of those things. Fight your way through today, and realize that by doing so you are showing an incredible strength and determination to recover and live.
    Better days will come, I promise you.
    Know that you can allways reach out to me,
    Hedda ā¤

  3. time for happiness

    My love. I know some days are really really REALLY rough. This is a given when trying to recover from such a horrible disease. But remember that there will be days like this and day that totally rock. If you decide to go inpatient, we will all be behind your decision, and if you decide not to, we are all here supporting you as well. You can do this, you are so much braver than you give yourself credit for ( I dont know if braver is a word but it is now!) and I promise that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and it is attainable! I see strength in you, and I know that you can do this my little fighter.

  4. No matter how stressful a day is, no matter how down or “broken” you feel, no matter how severe the lack of support is or feels, never forget that the Lord loves you, that your friends care about you, and that your readers are here to support you. Keep a positive outlook as best as you can and try to keep moving forward. We have faith in you and we know you’re capable of doing so. And if you ever need a friend to talk to I’m more than happy to sit and listen. Take care!

  5. Ready? Go into the bathroom and smile at yourself. Then turn on some awesome music and dance like a silly fool. Rough days happen and if you can just remind yourself that you’re living, that you can do something, even though you’re feeling like this, you’ll be in a much better place. It seems hard hard hard, believe me, my saturday saw me flat out on my bed pulling all my coping skills (except anorexia!) Sit and think about what is really bothering you. By ignoring fear we only allow it to get stronger. Pay attention to it and let it pass. You are so much more than anything that can try to consume you šŸ™‚

  6. keep fighting hun, you deserve to live free without ed.

  7. Hey!
    I know the feeling growing up in my how I wasn’t ALLOWED to get depressed or cry because then I’d get teased by my brother brother who called me a ‘cry baby’. Emotions were NOT allowed to be shown either “To be seen, and not heard” As the saying goes. Keep hanging there it WILL get and DOES get better trust me.

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