Following a meal plan, guilt. Not following the meal plan, distressed family, guilt.
Having a better weekend, guilt. Having a bad weekend, Ruining it for everyone, guilt.
Gaining weight, guilt. Not gaining weight, disappointed family, guilt.
Dressing nicely, guilt. Not dressing nicely, feeling worse, guilt.
You see, under the cloak of anorexia, it is impossible to do the right thing, every action we take, we are told it is wrong. Any restriction or exercise, is not enough, never will be enough. Challenging ourselves leads to feelings of guilt. Is it possible to win?
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